*sigh* I'm so down and pissed off. I've gone mad I tell you! I feel like people are seriously trying to make feel good but I feel like they're trying to put me down.It must be PMS or something.
I hate this.Everytime I feel down for no apparent reason,when I tell people,they just get pissed at me for being such an idiot. I don't do this when they get pissed off.I let them talk about how they feeling and give advice only when they need/want it.Same as when somebody is pissed in person.I see when someone is pissed and I comfort them or just leave them to call off a bit but when that happens to me,I'm totally oblivious to everyone around. What is with people..the day you think life is miserable,they dont realise it but somehow they choose that day to make fun of you. You think you'd appreciate someone when they say "You have big hips" .You do not say that if your really friends.At least not infront of your other friends.In private I wouldnt mind but in public.
I am sorry but I just felt like I needed to lash out. I don't want to end the school year feeling pissed at everyone.They're leaving and I can't stop that from happening so I shall forget about this shit.Tomorrow is the last day of the academic year.Put on a brave face and take a chance you stupid ho.L8er xxx BLbabe
Hey all! Long time no blog! Haha,the internet has been down like a long time and I just couldnt be bothered to blog in but since its been a uberly long time since I last did and me IE is being good to me,I shall blog in.
:!: News Flash: I am officially 15! Woot! My birthday was last sunday.
Yay! I'm so happy. I got a white teddy bear and a glass apple(Thanks David and Tom! Love you guys!);a nice necklace (Thanks heaps,Rae! I love it!);new shirts,a iriver Mp3 player and a new phone! (Love you so much mum and dad! xxx) I got the new Motorola E398. I love it so much! Its got a camera with flash,MP3 tones,bluetooth,everythin g! Its heaps better then that Nokia 3610 I had. :D
Today was a good day. Some of the boys were playing a soccer match versus the Year 10s.Was watching the game from our classroom.Dont know how the hell the game went but the score was 7-4.Year 9 says we won but Year 10 says they won.Dunno lah,have to ask Mr.Diggle about it.Nat,Nurie,me,David,Ew-jun ,Tom and Rae were goofing about without teachers around.We didnt know that Mr.Pollock was downstairs at the field. XD We were taking heaps of pictures,signing shirts,chatting,playing celebrity heads.
Science was fun.Mr.Hilbig kept going back and forth from the science lab and the IT lab.Yet again we were goofing about.Some took pictures and went crazy,listened to music,signed shirts,talked,drew on David's face XDDD,played with the Vander graph (however you spell it) and had a water fight!!!!!:twisted: It was the second last science lesson we had! Haha,after that Rae,Ray,Ismadi,Tom,David, Nurie and me went for Speech Day rehearsal. I heard guitar noises from the breezeway and I rushed upstairs to the sound.It was ben,josh and ivan playing 'Tangled up by me" by Skye Sweetnam.They were so good! Ying was singing the song..I just tagged along.They're gonna be performing to tomorrow.Cant' wait. Ooh,Nurie got in a bit of misunderstanding. She got a letter saying that she's gonna be honoured but when we practised,her name wasnt called. Dunno bout that...Haha,Kavish ordered Mackers.It was nice and hot.Yum...Christmas assembly was fun.Was sitting with Angie,Nick,Toby,Kavish,Is madi,the wild side..Hilarious man,they took more then one cookie.8) The bus ride was hilariously funny too. Hariz is called Humpty Dumpty.
There's only 2 more days of school left. Tomorrow is Mufti Day where we get to wear whatever we want for a small donation of RM1 for SRC. Tomorrow is also the day our class has our first and only class party of the entire year! Geez,how lame and slow are we? Two more days of the academic year and we only do a party NOW.Well,me and Rae are helping to plan this. We've been doing most of the lanning cause the class can go crazy when pushed. *sigh* We've done good considering we started planning this on friday.
Oh yeah.This sunday is when I go to Australia for my holiday!!! We're gonna be in Perth for about 3 days then on the 16th,we're heading to Sydney to spend a week there before returning home,arriving just before Christmas Eve.We're renting a service appartment instead of staying at the Kavanagh's. That would be a first-time experience for me.Coolios.
Right,i think that I've done good today.Gonna go plan what I'm gonna wear and look for my class party list.Gonna go take a shower as well.L8er xxx BLbabe
Hey! Long time no blog! Lol,as if anything interesting happened. Well,actually a lot of things have happened but its best to just keep them inside. I mean I'd remember them forever. I think I'm gonna do what Rae does.Bring my camera so that I can take some pictures.For memory.I mean I know I'm not leaving but some of them are so I need to stock up on photos pronto. Am working on this science experiment which is due this friday. :x Man,I dont get why we have to do it..its nearly the end of the academic year! *sigh* At least I'm halfway done with it.
I think it'd be best to continue on with it. Am gonna have a b'day party on Saturday.Our open house is on Friday.My real birthday is on Sunday.Today was Ryen's last day in Malaysia. He'll be getting on a plane tomorrow to Darwin and that'd be the last we see of him this year. OMG,that's a scary thought to think that next week is the last week and Nat would be leaving on the 15th.Chris will be coming down from Brisbane and Justin from Melbourne. Lots of people are leaving our class. ;___; Eun Ju,Ye Eun,Nat,Rae,David,Wayne,R ay...I'm gonna miss them all. Wow,how time flies doesn it? Shall blog more tomorrow.Right now,lets get cracking with science. L8er xxx BLbabe
1.Pierce my ears.
2.Ride a roller coaster that goes around.
3.Get a new hairstyle.
4.Get a new colour camera phone
5.Get a skirt
6.Dont freak out when going on dropping rides.
7.Get new cargo pants.
8.Go for the dance semifinals in July
9.Go for the dance finals in August
10.Go for a concert with friends
11.To study hard and get exceptionally good marks in the mid-year exams
12.Get good marks for the yearly exams
13.Go back to Australia this year (2004)
